My empty room
Crowded to soon
I look for the fire escape
I picture myself
Running like hell
Making my getaway
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
Whisper of our feet
Sneak down the street
Some kind of secret race
They'll carry on
Won't notice we're gone
So easily replaced
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I got a feeling we're better off anyway
I don't care what they say
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
At the risk of sounding cliche, this song stirs up so many emotions in me. It's how I feel at this moment (Because when I'm home alone for -one day-, I get lonely and feel trapped, pretty ridiculous). But I also feel this way on a larger scale... That is, with how my life is going right now. I'm going to Kingwood College this year after attending a year of University. Not only does this feel like a huge step backwards, I also feel so fucking... I don't know, directionless. Like, I'm in this town for an indefnite amount of time. I'm stuck. I hate it. Uncertainty about the future always freaked me out, and I feel like the only one who doesn't have a clue what they're doing with their life or where they want to go. This transcends indiciveness. What if I'm just not good at anything? Ugh. Or I'll go with something I'm good at, but something that I hate and possibly pays shit. I dunno. Sometimes I want to stay in college forever, but sometimes I want to fast forward to when I'm comfortable with a job. But I can't even imagine that right now. Like, I can't imagine leaving all of my friends for god knows how long. I've never lived on my own before. I thought it would feel that way with Quinci, like I left all my friends behind and had to start over, but we ended up becoming best friends. So I had that security blanket all year, plus I didn't make very many of my own friends. Just hers. And that's not her fault in any way. Wooooo straying from the topic.
...What was I talking about?
Haha, whatever. That's about all that's on my mind, I think. Goodnight :)
Crowded to soon
I look for the fire escape
I picture myself
Running like hell
Making my getaway
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
Whisper of our feet
Sneak down the street
Some kind of secret race
They'll carry on
Won't notice we're gone
So easily replaced
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I got a feeling we're better off anyway
I don't care what they say
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
At the risk of sounding cliche, this song stirs up so many emotions in me. It's how I feel at this moment (Because when I'm home alone for -one day-, I get lonely and feel trapped, pretty ridiculous). But I also feel this way on a larger scale... That is, with how my life is going right now. I'm going to Kingwood College this year after attending a year of University. Not only does this feel like a huge step backwards, I also feel so fucking... I don't know, directionless. Like, I'm in this town for an indefnite amount of time. I'm stuck. I hate it. Uncertainty about the future always freaked me out, and I feel like the only one who doesn't have a clue what they're doing with their life or where they want to go. This transcends indiciveness. What if I'm just not good at anything? Ugh. Or I'll go with something I'm good at, but something that I hate and possibly pays shit. I dunno. Sometimes I want to stay in college forever, but sometimes I want to fast forward to when I'm comfortable with a job. But I can't even imagine that right now. Like, I can't imagine leaving all of my friends for god knows how long. I've never lived on my own before. I thought it would feel that way with Quinci, like I left all my friends behind and had to start over, but we ended up becoming best friends. So I had that security blanket all year, plus I didn't make very many of my own friends. Just hers. And that's not her fault in any way. Wooooo straying from the topic.
...What was I talking about?
Haha, whatever. That's about all that's on my mind, I think. Goodnight :)
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