Before class starts...

"You Found Me"

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I'd become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

-Kelly Clarkson.

I haaate that I need this, but I do. I'm getting pretty impatient.  Maybe it would help if I stopped hiding?  Buttt that's just what I do.

Ugh. I was fine until HE showed up.  Now I'm all aware of what male affection feels like, and I want more. But he's gone already, sooo. I'm gonna have to actually make an effort to find someone, now.  This idea doesn't appeal to me at all.

I want to be found, I don't want to do the looking.  But if I get any more impatient for love, I'm gonna have to suck it up and give it a try.

Phew. Venting.